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Interpretations…
In the process of my eternal search for truth rather virtual truth , i got introduced to the beautiful world of Kannada literature. (i call virtual truth because i am not sure if there is really something called as “truth”).
I got a chance to listen to the great works of stalwarts like Kuvempu, D.R.Bendre, Pu.thi.Narasimhachar, Dr G.S.Shivarudrappa and Gopalakrishna Adiga. Though i have not read anything much about these great men, i am thrilled and mesmerized by the depth of their thought and eloquence of expression.
I made a couple of trips to Kupalli, the birth place of Rashtrakavi late Dr Kuvempu. Located in the beautiful theerthalli taluk, Kupalli is a must visit for any art or nature lover. I made a trip to Sadhankeri to the house of Varakavi late Dr.Daa.Raa.Bendre. I also visited Pu. thi Naraimhachar’s house in Melkote early this year.
Gopala Krisha adiga |
Few months back while i was listening to the songs of kuvempu, i found a strange contraction in his view about beauty. I have already written my observation with my limited understanding. As i have written earlier, it may not be a contradiction after all. It may be just my lack of understanding.
ನಿನ್ನ ಮಣ್ಣಿನ ಕಣ್ಣನ
ಬಾಹು ಬಂಧನ ಚುಂಬನ
ಬಯಕೆ ತೋಟದ ಬೇಲಿಯೊಳಗೆ
ಕರಣಗಳದೀ ರಿಂಗಣ
ದೂರ ತೀರಕೆ ನಿನ್ನನು “.
ಪರವಶವು ನಿನ್ನೀ ಚೇತನ
ಇರುವುದೆಲ್ಲವ ಬಿಟ್ಟು
ಇರದುದರೆಡೆಗೆ ತುಡಿವುದೆ ಜೇವನ !! ”
Beauty is in Presence not in Possession
Outside the house, on the side of the road, i have planted Nerium (ಕಣಗಳು) , Hibiscus (ದಾಸವಾಳ) and Champak (ಸಂಪಿಗೆ) plants. Nerium was planted long back while the Hibiscus and Champak were planted just last year. While Hibiscus and Nerium have grown well and flowers have started to blossom, the champak has not grown well. The road side cattle are not allowing the champak tree to grow.
Nerium |
Nerium, Champak and Hibiscus are relatively maintenance free. They grow in relatively less fertile soils. Champak tree grows tall while the nerium spreads fast. So they are good choices to plant on the road side. Champak flowers have a fantastic aroma. In fact , the fantastic fragrance of Champak flowers attract snakes.
By early monsoon of last year, i decided to buy a new car (Ford Figo). Since the new car was wider than the previous car (Wagon R), i had to widen the drive way to accommodate the new car. I had two choices, one was to sacrifice the garden which apart from two jasmine saplings also had chrysanthemum (ಶಾವಂತಿಗೆ) , hibiscus (ದಾಸವಾಳ ), Broccoli, Tulasi and few other flowering plants. The other choice was to sacrifice the grill and a portion of the extended portico to accommodate the car. Out of love for these plants (i had planted them), i decided to demolish the extended portico. It was an expensive decision. I had to repaint the front wall, fix an additional door for safety. But it was worth it. There was no point in harming those plants.
Jasmine plants are more than an year old now. Its mid summer now and everyday morning, i can see many blossomed flowers on the plant. There will be at least three to four hibiscus flowers and quite a few nerium flowers on the plants outside the house. One feels happy to see these flowers early in the morning. (We could see many Nerium flowers in December-January season).
But the sad part is, no one wants to see the beauty on the plant. No one wants to leave the beauty in peace and enjoy its presence. For a few morning walkers who pass in front of my house, their day starts by plucking the nerium and hibiscus flowers in front of my house. They not only pluck the flowers, they go to the extent of reaching far off flowers by bending the branches of the plant. They do not realize that they are harming the plant and damaging the branches which left otherwise would show up with more flowers in a few days.
Inside the compound, my mother does not leave any jasmine flowers. By 7 :30 AM, all the flowers will be plucked.
Is it just human attitude that we cannot see beauty as it is? Or are we so myopic that we are handicapped to appreciate beauty in its natural form. Why is there an urge to possess beauty. Agreed that the flowers will be used for worship (pooja). But why should the flower be plucked and put at the feet of the lord in a closed hot room? That flower will dry up and fade away in a few hours which otherwise would have smiled on the plant for a at least a few more days.
Is beauty only there to be possessed or competed for? Is it not there just to be enjoyed? What is beauty? What is the role of beauty?
Beauty is grace of god. Grace is in presence not necessarily in possession. Possession is arresting beauty. Beauty must prevail and transcend beyond materialistic human urge for possession.
I am signing off by quoting Nobel laureate Rabindranath tagore ;
Literary Contradiction
Before i proceed, i must mention that my knowledge level is very low and in particular i have no knowledge of literature or language. I am not a scholar to understand poetry of the class of kuvempu. I have not read any serious literature in any language. I have no standing to comment on any literary work let alone commenting on the work of Padhma Bhushana Jnana peeta awardee Rashtrakavi Kuvempu.
In one of his works kuvempu writes ;
ಸೌಂದರ್ಯವೇ ಪುಣ್ಯ ಸೌಂದರ್ಯವೇ ಸ್ವರ್ಗ ಸೌಂದರ್ಯವೇ ನನ್ನ ಚರಮ ಮೋಕ್ಷ..
ಸೌಂದರ್ಯವಿಲ್ಲದಿಹ ಲೋಕ ರೌರವ ನರಕ ಸೌಂದರ್ಯವಿರೆ ನರಕ ವದುವೆ ನಾದ
ಸೌಂದರ್ಯಕ್ಕಿಂತಲಧಿ ಕದರ ದೇವರುಮಿಲ್ಲ ಸೌಂದರ್ಯವಿಲ್ಲದಿರೆ ದೇವರಿಲ್ಲ” ………..
Its beyond my capacity to understand this correctly let alone to translate this. But very crudely put, the poet in this poetry is saying that “Beauty is his god in all the three forms (Brahma, vishnu, Maheshwara), Beauty is heaven and that beauty is his salvation. For the poet, the world is a cruel hell without beauty and that there is NO GOD WITHOUT BEAUTY”……..
In an other classic work, Kuvempu writes;
ಸೂರ್ಯೋದಯ ಚಂದ್ರೋದಯ ದೇವರ ದಯ ಕಾಣೋ
ರವಿವದನವೇ ಶಿವಸದನವೊ ಬರಿ ಕಣ್ಣದು ಮಣ್ಣೋ
ಶಿವನಿಲ್ಲದೆ ಸೌಂದರ್ಯವೇ ಶವ ಮುಖದ ಕಣ್ಣೋ
ಉದಯದೊಳೇನ್ ಹೃದಯವ ಕಾಣ್, ಅದೇ ಅಮೃತದ ಹಣ್ಣೋ
ಶಿವಕಾಣದೆ ಕವಿ ಕುರುಡನೋ ಶಿವ ಕಾವ್ಯದ ಕಣ್ಣೋ
ಆನಂದಮಯ ಈ ಜಗಹೃದಯ.
ಆನಂನಂದಮಯ ಈ ಜಗಹೃದಯ.
This is more difficult than the previous one for my poor brain to understand. Again very very crudely put; Kuvempu here is saying “without god (Shiva), beauty is like eyes of a dead body, God is the eye of any poetry and that a poet is blind if he cannot see god (in his poetry?)” .
In both the above poems “Beauty” is the theme. Of course, i have quoted only part of the respective poems. Actually the second one is a more complex and quite deep for me to even get a gist of it.
Nevertheless, Beauty is central to both the poems. At the basic level of my understanding, the two poems seems mutually contradicting. In the first one, poet says beauty is God, Beauty is heaven and that there cannot be a God without beauty. While at the second one he says God is beauty and beauty without god is like a dead body’s eye.
Or does he? or isn’t it the same thing. Beauty=god or god=beauty, what difference does it make?? or is the comparison simply out of line and two are totally different from each other and should not be compared?
As i said earlier,i am no scholar to understand this let alone commenting on it or or debate on it.
(I have the full version of both the poems sung respectively by Dr C.Ashwath and Shimoga Subanna. If anybody wants it please drop me a mail. i will send it).
Life is Unfaithful, One day it will leave you.
Anyways this was my first meeting with the phenomenon of death. As a matter of fact the first dead body i saw from a distance of less than 3 feet was that 18 year old boy.
How unfair the world is? What was the purpose of that baby’s life? (was it to give employment to the doctor who operated on its mother or was it to give business to the companies which manufacture nutrition to expecting mothers?or was it to bring some revenue to the hospital which can create secondary employment? may be or may not be it is a mixture of all this. i do not know.) . Five years back a happy lady had given me doodh peda at the very spot. Five years later i witnessed uncontrollable tears on another grandmother.
My father’s life is the story of grit,courage, compassion and generosity. A mighty spirited man who fought an open heart surgery when he was 27 (In 1970, he traveled unreserved, standing from Baroda to Mumbai to undergo the surgery). That was followed up with a By-Pass surgery in 1993. He scaled Badrinath and kedarnath in 1999. With all that he faced in life, he was in absolute love with life. He never complained against anything and had no regrets in life. He was the first person to offer a helping hand, at times at the cost of his own health. He was known for his generosity. No one who came to him asking for help in cash or kind were turned down.
His spirits were so high that even in his death bed, when he got the news that my brother will be flying in from America to see him, he sent a note to me to ask my brother to get few bottles of whiskey . When i enquired him if he wanted whiskey in his present condition, he said it was not for him but for his Brother and few of his close friends.
At the end of the day, for how much he loved his life and how much others loved him , few lines written by the Hindi lyricist Anjaan will be the perfect tribute to the life and death of the great man
“Life is unfaithful, one day it will leave you